Jetplane/Jetstar

Jetting off in 3 days time to " mai dong xi chi dong xi loh " (: Everyone 've been telling me about HongKong, even thou i've been there before but its making feel as thou it my first time there (: EGG-CITE-ED !

Finally some times for me to rest my mind & start deciding already.

Farewell pot-luck over at Ju place on sunday for Ju , Regina & now me as well. Celebrated Uncle's birthday as well. The potato salad was the SEX , wonder who made it. HAHAHAHA. Jon's a very good cook as well, the mee sua spag with beefy juicy pasta sauce was yum yum yum too (: Oh! Im improving in my guitar herooooo (:

Us, Uncle , The boys & The Girls (:

Thou its only a 4 days trip but im gonna miss you girls because its a different Sunday routine this week. Regina Ang remember my stuff from taiwan ah (: ENJOY YOURSELF. Pinko Chan please control your tears at the airport on Sunday k , i'll be back to resuce you on Monday night <3

My 21st in less than a month time, i haven got anything plan out yet cept for the chalet from ap. Thanks for the chalet (: Who to invite and who will come and what to do is killing me ): I need a birthday planner! anyone?

Since its like everyone will do a little wish list for their birthday, i shall do mine too (: heh.

1. Digital-IXUS-100 in GOLD or RED. OMG I LOVE THIS SOOOOO MUCH ):

2. A DSLR :/ or a semi-pro

3. A Yorky

4. BUCKAROOOOOS

5. Wallet ( Chanel , Prada , Miu Miu )

6. LOVE

Lastly , SLIM DOWN (:

Time for tuition -.-

xoxo,

Happy Muffin

the above is my favourite (: imagine non-stop combo talking hit throughout the entire day & laughing non-stop. the above is veru capable of doing so , no wonder she's 38 fu nu jie chairman. love you fatty. will update soooooon.

potluck was really potluck today & my entire tummy is going to explode plus the heavy dinner over at yishun. im gaining weight, time for diet !!

proper update will be done soon. on a very happy note ! HONGKONG THIS FRIDAY !

xoxo,
eileen

LOVE LOVE WEEK

Happiness does not always need to be created by others but oneself, i finally understand this.

Thou times may revert back to where i once spent those cloying days but nevertheless they're still sweet (: Being someone who never wants to step out of the comfort zone i love how this routine-like life is making me feel really comfortable, seeing the usual peoples every week just feels so right.

The other night, i steady-ly yadda Nesh xx , total cheapthrill & im improving already! I will soon get xx so i could yadda !! 8)
Yesterday night had the little W driving from the far away town all the way to Punggol & headed to airport for i-screamm! Surprisingly, no awkward moments instead endless topics that keeps the night going. She gave too many 'first time' to me.

Little things makes me feels contended recently. Girlfs & the boys are all i need, nothing else matters.
Now im anticipating tmrw date & Fridayyyyyy <3 Super love love week.


Sometimes i wish we had understand each other a little more, just that little more.

PS. Shawty/Ah Fat/Min/Serene , you guys better arrange a date to ask me out >:(
Shopping soon MJTAITAI.

xoxo,
Yours Truly

A secret person stays quietly behind that pair of eye, no one have ever come a inch close to her, prolly she hide too well and conceal way too well.

Still too early for everything to fall nicely in place, to predict the best outcome, to know whats best in time to come. & its too late to start putting everything back in place, pretending we could turn back time to where we once were. Too early to judge, too late to save.

I hate feeling dependent on someone cause i've never once been one. K taught me to be really independent and not rely so much on someone especially those with motive be it good or bad. He made me go through hell alone & i often blame him for leaving me alone but i know all his intention was good, to make me a stronger person. Right now, i still wanna be the same ol' independent one please dont try changing me and making me feel dependent.

PP's really right about making the right decision & i've an answer to my question already. I know happiness could be create alone & i will make it happen alone.

if only those memories captured could be erase, we would find it so much easier.
reluctant to step a step away cause we're both waiting for each other to make the first move,
when will the day come when happiness could surround us, especially you.

it was a wrong mistake we made on the 31st that year that time,
hard on you, hard on me, too hard to let this off even when everything's falling.

xoxo.
yours

everyone is getting a job except me, how not useless can i get.

THICK SKIN

YOU SHOULD STOP THINKING SO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF, REALLY! AND PLEASE STOP STOP TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT ME. I HATE THIS MAN.

YOURE A GUY WITH THE THICKEST SKIN EVER. REALLY, I SWEAR

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I trim my own fringe yesterday because i didnt wanna waste 8buckies triming them & i think i did quite a good job in making my face look rounder. HAHA, no i did not have bangs, just trim.

im a few hours away from my new phone (: it better be a good one. X keep my fingers cross X
does anyone have secret remedy to smaller face? HEHEHEHE

Oh, i think i miss someone

Onion Mouth

my pocket's getting poorer each day, i need a sugar daddy. well, time for saving plan.

been shopping alot lately, seriously wonder how am i going to save enough for my 21st & get away trip. just yesterday few hours of shopping, i happily got home with two pair of cheap cheap & beautiful shoe , two pair of jeans & undergarments. so in total within three weeks, i've gotten myself four pair of shoe , four bottoms , many tops & yadda yadda. reckon i should head down to ikea & get a mini shoerack ( if they have ) & place it in my room already :/ Being a girl is such waste of buckies but i love being a girl (:

besides lookbook, ive discover another current favourite website (: http://looklet.com its something like polyvore but you get to wear the beautiful clothes on models (: but the choices of clothes aint as wide as polyvore thou.

tmr's my last day of work, time for job scouting but the economic is so bad how to get a job :/ ( spend lesser , spend lesser eileen ) pray hard that they're going to take me as a full time by next month else i'll really be very dryyyy. :(

two more days to the oh so wonderful big match (: cant wait to watch it! heh.

PS. i seriously detest guys that brag about themself to me, i find it sucha turn off. please stop those rubbish , really it's like a major turn offfff. no one cares about how rich you are or how f.handsome you are when you have got no character thats worth respecting.

xoxo,Leeny.F

Stevie.G

Tickets to BKK's like SGD165 only!! Im so tempted to book the tickets now & fly to the island of smile on my own since every body else couldn't decide whether to go anot :( I so badly wants a get away, just anywhere except sinapor.

Kay's back from cheeeeenanana & i went over to her crib yesterday for a suppose-to-be DVD watching night, but we ended up looking at her loots & stuff for me & vintageeee & packing her room & browsing lookbook. It was a relaxing night with the girl who's ever praising her boyf (: Ha. We're going to the thrift store & im feeling reallly excited thinking about it. HEHEHEHE. Oh, & i superb love the fringe skirt she got for me! Which sinapore is not having it. thankyou kay

On a happier note, LIVERPOOL WON 4 - 0 LASTNIGHT ! HEE. Stevie.G is waaaaayyyy too hot (: Tell me where to find such hot pie! All hyped up for saturday game!





've been really hooked on to lookbook recently, their fashions are whoa! my fav <3>




so pretay !



i want bangs like 'em ): but i never look good in them. man!






so luv her hair :/


I WANNA BE SKINNY ! AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR IT.








PS. Im leaving on Mon for a get away with limtingting (: CANT WAIT!!

xoxo

No. I Didnt Save

If i was given a whole life to tell lies,
I wouldn't choose to tell them on you.
But you just had to tell them to me.

We both are fighting for something which never once exist,
Then again i asked myself,
Why are we fighting for it?

If promises were meant to last for a lifetime,
You have never once made a single one to me before.

Love could taste the sweetest when it is at it's peak,
I have never taste 'em.

What's the point of telling me you miss me,When you try so hard to run away?

PS. I aint sad , simple do not understand those ironic actions from you.

Sometimes

Sometimes i wonder why cant we humans live alone , why does each & everyone of us needs a companion to feel better & good. At times i really love being along , shopping on my own & just being alone. Prehaps age's catching up with me or prehaps working have changed me somewhat somehow. Everyday i goes to lunch on my own , recce my workplace & shopping on my own. Its really relaxing thou i'll get strange stares from people. I guess now i really like time alone.

I feel ugly these days & i hate taking pictures. Those wrinkles & those double chin. cheeseeeee, i look so awful & so fat. :/ In all to say , i haven master the art of loving myself. I hate makeup but i've got no choice. Those zits are so annoying :/ last but least, i feel fat.

i miss times when i look so youthful & feel so love.

xoxo

Coffee Manic

Im comfirm chop chop allegy to coffee which sound totally strange, i know but its the truth. Rapid heatbeat follow by jelly feeling & giddy-ness would then follow :/ Go google allegy to coffee & you will get it.

Yesterday's retail therapy was great 8) Fruitful cheapsteal(s) but i couldnt find the jeans that could fit me & i really luv love the high wasited one. Ah teong(s) really flooding singhpor man, everywhere anywhere you could easily spot Ah teong -.- I wonder why do singhpor people love hiring 'em when their service & attitude smells like rotten balls. Most importantly the western/japanese/korean/what shit cooked by them doesn't taste nice at all & their manicure suck as well. Anw , feels really good to be out with someone who could understand you & able to make you laugh your lungs out kinda friend (: Thankyou ah for making me laugh so hard at the ugly slipper & also sharing with me your x-pri-ence.
The ugly slipper was really hilarious. Edna & I both went for pedicure by Ah teong & she wore heels so obviously she cant wear 'em & so they gave her this yellow paper-ish made slipper. I laugh till i almost collaps & in the end i wore 'em as well cause she said it was too ugly & so i let her wore my slipper instead. HAHA. Should have capture those slippers!!

Follow by popeye supper with the guys at airport, talking about soccers & sport trip (: Cant wait! Oh, & i heard LIVERPOOL's coming this july. HEH, im gonna slog my ass out to buy the best place tics!!! Put on that red jersey & sing ' You Never Walk Alone ' :D :D :D

Hmmm, after browsing through LB i realize i cant dress for some god sake :/ I wanna dye my hair again! ( again i know ) to lighter shade, should i should i? More shopping please & get away trip to BKK & Taiwan (:

PS : Cant wait for Kay to be back to visit the thrift store!!

PPS : Im very tired physically, I can sleep literally anywhere any moment & doing ultra sttupid stuff :/ I need sleeeeeep(s)

i lub/luv/<3 air-vri ba-di ! \m/

xoxo.Sleeping biu-tee

no. 5

Im really glad he took those efforts to remember today.
but.

xoxo.

Enough.

It gonna be friday tmr (: Cant wait for the weekend to arrive with all the programs line up. Life's been pretty good, not much hip cups finally or rather have i learn to see things from another point of view which makes me feel so much better. Im contended with what i have now from the girlf(s) , thou i still need love but girlf(s) love is enough i suppose <3 Thankyou girls for being there as always !

I need time for rest , the spliting headache that im getting every morning is killing me. I need to set aside 24 hours for sleeping i guess. I want a get away as well, from this boring island to somewhere beautiful & relaxing. Away from the busy city & get some good time resting my mind. Any takers for such trip? Prehaps Batam/KL/Genting first before Thailand & Taiwan.

4 more hours to shopping spree with that taitai , seriously cant wait ! whats more i just recieve my pay , spell double happiness. tmr will be seeing the girlfs & my princess. saturday girlfs outing & sunday soccer game. hmm, what could be better than these ?

oh ya, i need to get my camera repair & packed my room.
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Its the 5th once again, why does it feel a lil more different each time? Happy xxxxxx.

xoxo.

14th March

Cant wait for the 14th March to arrive (: Liverpool VS Man Utd ! Shall see how Liverpool trash them. HEHEHEHEHE.

Anyway, yesterday performance was alright except the part that i did wrong. Spend most of the time waiting & waiting & waiting but the boys were kinda crazy i guess? Pictures time.


Almost naked face with aunty hair -.-


Shoe cleaning service anyone ?







The before picture




My so sexy lacy socks (:


Changed !




No idea what the hell was this for ! HAHA




Favourtie.











Im tired already. will upload the rest tmr (:

xoxo,
Eileen

yorkie

sometimes i think i should just be left alone.










oh i badly wants a YORKIE ): aint they cutesypie !!