SHIFTED

Revamp.

I know this space is getting no where but boring. Having the thought of giving a revamp or should i just change a new space, like again? Suggestionsssss.

xoxo.
time to sleep

Proper.

Blogger kinda f-up lately.

just as you guys know, my internet's back again. talking about that i feel so retarded. my router wasn't exactly down, the only thing that i did was to plug it back then it works. how stupid of me to cut myself away from internet for monthsss.

My co workers are all really nice people & i really enjoy working there. Ann Siang feels so much like a second home , just another family. We laugh, gossip and FB together everyday. Cant bear to let paige back to school and goes to ION thou.

Company dinner last weekend, the food wasn't exactly good but the company was great , minus that moon pressence. I have a cool boss which drink and play 7-up with us.

Pictures not totally up. Check out more at my FB.

My super handsome and cute boss with alex.



xin fu mummy



my wonderful table of joy.



paige the prawn peeler. she stole the prawn eye and make them her ear-ring. anyhoot, i love her still (:



Jason sad face, cos he couldn't take any thing with diary product. But eventually, he stuff himself with 2 waffles and ice cream, cheesecake and more dessert.



sex dessert, especially the peanut choco cup (:



WAFFLES WITH MAPLE WALNUT ICE CREAM THE SEX !!



Eat and eat more waffles.



The happy ann siang family without germaine.



The aftermathe. Full tum tum and a messy table.




More photos will be upload here when i save them from FB.

PS. Im attach to noona my new pup (:

xoxo

Pain.

Mind in a whole big mess right now, unable to think straight, those hands struggling me/us/all of us. Each day, it just gets more & it just get more our of hand. Everything that happens seems to be outta my/our control. Why is all these things happening , when all of us are as close as one. This is seriously making me & my family break down.

Got a call at 2340, it was from my elder cousin. Her condition seems to worsen and mom rushed down to the hospital with her. Let her be well , please. And dad says my uncle have got to go for a check up on the 30th, which most likely he gotta get an op as well. Second aunt health aint going right either.

A new member joined my family few days & yes thats little noona. A mixed maltese shitzu. She's just wayy to cute, bringing joy to every corner of the house. But unfortunatly, due to some reasons, my parents might just have to send her off. Tears flow down, no matter how i begged them, they seems rather firm with this decision. Sigh, its like she's a part of me alr. I dont want her to leave me.

I feel like dying, just get me outta this place.

Real.

Read through my past entires and past journal, seeing how true i once was and how surface i am journaling now. Feels different, i can no longer feel the soul of me , neither could i recongise which is the real me. Am i always a happy person or a sad person. This, so far is the hardest question.

Every bad will have its good coming but this phrase doesnt happen on me. Good things never comes my way, instead it always happens on the evil land. Karma.

Caught ' Ghost of MY Girlfriends Past ' last night, it reminded so much of x and the words Eu told me. Is it true that they're afraid of losing the one they love hence for their bastards ways of handling things? Yesterday night, my heart is once filled with question marks.

Unhappy stuff aside, sis brought a pup home. (:

xoxo