Revamp.

I know this space is getting no where but boring. Having the thought of giving a revamp or should i just change a new space, like again? Suggestionsssss.

xoxo.
time to sleep

Proper.

Blogger kinda f-up lately.

just as you guys know, my internet's back again. talking about that i feel so retarded. my router wasn't exactly down, the only thing that i did was to plug it back then it works. how stupid of me to cut myself away from internet for monthsss.

My co workers are all really nice people & i really enjoy working there. Ann Siang feels so much like a second home , just another family. We laugh, gossip and FB together everyday. Cant bear to let paige back to school and goes to ION thou.

Company dinner last weekend, the food wasn't exactly good but the company was great , minus that moon pressence. I have a cool boss which drink and play 7-up with us.

Pictures not totally up. Check out more at my FB.

My super handsome and cute boss with alex.



xin fu mummy



my wonderful table of joy.



paige the prawn peeler. she stole the prawn eye and make them her ear-ring. anyhoot, i love her still (:



Jason sad face, cos he couldn't take any thing with diary product. But eventually, he stuff himself with 2 waffles and ice cream, cheesecake and more dessert.



sex dessert, especially the peanut choco cup (:



WAFFLES WITH MAPLE WALNUT ICE CREAM THE SEX !!



Eat and eat more waffles.



The happy ann siang family without germaine.



The aftermathe. Full tum tum and a messy table.




More photos will be upload here when i save them from FB.

PS. Im attach to noona my new pup (:

xoxo

Pain.

Mind in a whole big mess right now, unable to think straight, those hands struggling me/us/all of us. Each day, it just gets more & it just get more our of hand. Everything that happens seems to be outta my/our control. Why is all these things happening , when all of us are as close as one. This is seriously making me & my family break down.

Got a call at 2340, it was from my elder cousin. Her condition seems to worsen and mom rushed down to the hospital with her. Let her be well , please. And dad says my uncle have got to go for a check up on the 30th, which most likely he gotta get an op as well. Second aunt health aint going right either.

A new member joined my family few days & yes thats little noona. A mixed maltese shitzu. She's just wayy to cute, bringing joy to every corner of the house. But unfortunatly, due to some reasons, my parents might just have to send her off. Tears flow down, no matter how i begged them, they seems rather firm with this decision. Sigh, its like she's a part of me alr. I dont want her to leave me.

I feel like dying, just get me outta this place.

Real.

Read through my past entires and past journal, seeing how true i once was and how surface i am journaling now. Feels different, i can no longer feel the soul of me , neither could i recongise which is the real me. Am i always a happy person or a sad person. This, so far is the hardest question.

Every bad will have its good coming but this phrase doesnt happen on me. Good things never comes my way, instead it always happens on the evil land. Karma.

Caught ' Ghost of MY Girlfriends Past ' last night, it reminded so much of x and the words Eu told me. Is it true that they're afraid of losing the one they love hence for their bastards ways of handling things? Yesterday night, my heart is once filled with question marks.

Unhappy stuff aside, sis brought a pup home. (:

xoxo

Easter Egg.

I feel like an egg recently, 've been having too much egg & egg related product. The egg tarts over at my workplace is such sex that i must have one everyday. You can have it either pipping hot for the oven where the egg fillings are watery or chill it in the fridge. WOW! and i've been asking mummy to fry me egg or noodle with extra egg. soon i'll turn from () to ( ).

This place lacks of visuals & how terrible can it get when i myself finds my blog boring. I ought to do something to my router, it's collecting dust already. Ah, as well as the digital cam, soon al the warrenty gonna be over & daddy's gonna nag at me. Phone bills have yet settle, sigh now you know why growing up is such a chore? When you have to settle every single thing yourself, plan the time well and get everything working right.

Things aint going on track for me, but as bad as it seems im trying hard to piece every little thing together. Sucha bad times for the family & myself but we all still have to breath it through with a smile whether we like it or not. The other night had me seeing my mum cry, telling me things which made my heart aches a million times for her. That night, i didnt slept well. Im such a spoilt brat. Everyday i see myself getting more and more worthless and useless, my surrounding people, aged 21 feels so different from me. They have a stable job, can drive and can have everything but for me, its just me and my refelction. . . Sometimes i wonder how can i land myself in such a terrible mess.

After yesterday night sup with the working mate, i've decided that i need to slim down. Recents binging have cause a terrible outbreak on me. :/ 39KG 39KG here i come.

I miss the girlfriends ALOT.

xoxo.
muff.E

3 layer

This page seems so dead, no one's tagging at all :( Who's even watching this space still man.

I've started working already & i love my job (: Thou the pay is not high at all but the environment and people are simply so nice and fun to mingle with. anw, Fred Perry's having clearance slaes over at the cathay, up to 70%, very worth it, check it out muffins.

Something really horrible is happening, after soooo long, i can now feel 3 layers tumtum! just imagine how horrible it is, i should stop taking food thats high in sugar and oil ! Dont tell me that i didnt gain weight cos i did! Target, to lose 3 kgggggg.

Butter with the secondarys tmr, hope it'll be much better than Phuture Phu's not the place to visit anymore, so many young punks, ahahaha.

I miss alot of people, like ALOT.


PS. please drop money from the sky / fuck the bastard

xoxo.
muffin.E

Forgive.

The entire chunk i typed 's gone, great.

I wish i could see her in real & freaking hell give her a tight slap on her face. alright call me jealous or whatever shit. how can anyone say that they themself is hot/pretty/cute when the mirror crack upon their arrival ! which point of her was great, i dont get it. if the case that she's fucking rich, then fucking hell x can fuck some animal along the street. fuck!

pardon my lang but i had to vent this out. its totally unfair, it totally cheating! nothing about k if your thought it's about him. today i thought i learn to forgive and forget but apparently i couldnt. but, the picture make me know how great i am as a person without those people around. FAKES.

anyway, i love my job so far (: the people are fun loving and great, hope this job last thou.

lonely-ness been following me these days, cant help but feel ultra useless. thank god for the breastfriend and ah pui. afterall friends are just free words.