to those that was involved, really sorry about my screwed up emotions last night & thanks for being there. now i know how many actually cares alot for me & me dont even know how much others actually care. sorry t disappoint you guys.
i really couldnt control my emotions at all, it was really indeed crazy breaking down at such places. i brought everyone's mood down i suppose. everything seems t come at one go & i really dont know how t handle it.
while crying so hard, there was only this thing in mind & finally i know what i really want. im gonna live my normal life back & fight for that thing i want. i try hard t ignore all the negative comments about me but that doesnt mean i totally ignore them. i choose not to tell anyone about it cos i know its really no point but seriously those negative comment beat me down totally, so are you guys happy t see this? YES, im a vunerable person, aint strong like what your think i am. so does making me in this state makes your feel better? if yes your success, congrats!
i want the 2 to continue t be there even thou i disappoint them countless times & yesterday night quarrel really aches my heart. im sorrry guys.
& i want. . . . thankyou for your understanding & spending time to talk things out.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
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