heartbreaker

it was a bad choice to have phuture on Nov'15 2008, aint for the day i'll prolly be a happy gay now -

from the day i knew you to the day you bring my world down within seconds i knew i have to bear with all consequences myself. you made me grew from a childish pure retard to a ever so strong person. couldnt find any other word to describe how i am feeling, its just a whole string of mixed emotions. it feels like a cup of graveyard, literally leaving me burning.

i thought i lost it, but i found it back this morning. it just appear outta no where & seeing it i really didnt know how to react. couldnt deny i felt a lil happy finding it back but it could kill me just taking a second glance at it. which is the real you that i have known? or prehaps i have never once knew a single thing about you, your ever so good at hiding skill got me.

that night had me feeling like a exact total fool infront of you, tell me what should i do about you.

xoxo,
gingergirl