Pain.

Mind in a whole big mess right now, unable to think straight, those hands struggling me/us/all of us. Each day, it just gets more & it just get more our of hand. Everything that happens seems to be outta my/our control. Why is all these things happening , when all of us are as close as one. This is seriously making me & my family break down.

Got a call at 2340, it was from my elder cousin. Her condition seems to worsen and mom rushed down to the hospital with her. Let her be well , please. And dad says my uncle have got to go for a check up on the 30th, which most likely he gotta get an op as well. Second aunt health aint going right either.

A new member joined my family few days & yes thats little noona. A mixed maltese shitzu. She's just wayy to cute, bringing joy to every corner of the house. But unfortunatly, due to some reasons, my parents might just have to send her off. Tears flow down, no matter how i begged them, they seems rather firm with this decision. Sigh, its like she's a part of me alr. I dont want her to leave me.

I feel like dying, just get me outta this place.