Jetting Off.

Jetting off in less than 48hours time, instead of feeling as excited as im suppose to be. Here i am having a rather mixed feelings.

Humans are so fragile when it comes to fighting against illness. My elder cousin was diagnose with last stage cancer on saturday morning. This news came far too much of a surprise to me, my family and my extended family. Even thou we were all laughing over at aunt's place happily having our usual family outing but as each and everyone stepped out of her house, tears would just fall. We all could call and cry how unfair it is for someone like her to have such a illness for she doesnt smoke nor drink and for her entire life, she hasn't lead a blissful life. But nothing could make us change the fact. All that we can pray for is a miracle for her to live longer and her will to overcome this major war. Nothing i could do to help make her and all of us feel better, the only that i can help out a little was prolly help bring my little nephew home from school so long time allows.

She's gonna have her operation this friday which is also the day that i'll be jetting off. I really hope everything will goes on smoothly for her. Im feeling very guilty for not being able to be here for her. :(

I cant continue my post anymore.

PS. Please get her well, we all wanna see her strong still.